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Monday, July 30, 2007

a love so strong it can withstand time, loneliness and endless questions.
an arduous journey.
a love so deep it can forgive infidelity, betrayal and silence.
a subtle trust binding two people that can be lost in an action,
or better yet, rebuilt again.


read: The Zahir by Paulo Coelho
watch: The Painted Veil by John Curran



on a separate note,
i didn't get my pancakes but i'm not fuss.
it was nonetheless a lovely weekend lounging around,
even with work sneaking up almost every evening.
getting over the dramatic change, but its really beginning to grow on me.
especially with the exceptionally endearing rat's tail.
xx
pridey's version of LOL ;)

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

I WANT MY PANCAKES

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Friday, July 20, 2007

comforting to be back,
but not comfortable weather to be back in.
nasty knock of the cough, cold and flu (only describing it by the medication i'm taking)


considering carefully on how to construct the package.
seemingly more keen on the idea.
will put more thought into it this weekend coming.


j going down to hobart today for class till tues,
might join him for the weekend.
but we'll see if the body can handle the physical haulage down.


sweet timetable,
but hell of a lot of work.
especially if i want to accomplish the business plan.


was not entirely pleased with you because i wouldn't have done it to you.
but i think yesterday made up for it.
lucky.


looking like death and feeling like a bus ran me over.


currently in the phase of craving croissants and fruit&spice english muffins.


mildly disturbing that i was extremely nonchalant about the ultrasound (disclaimer: not mine)
no mad gushing or maternal instincts kicking in, at all.
i feel awkward that i can't share in your enthusiasm that it wriggled.
i'm like 'yeh..it did..' WTF?
but saying that, all my respect for being so brave.
for i, i know i wouldn't keep it.
nothing worse than a mother who doesn't want their kid, my belief anyway.


i like the names jeremiah, meg, gareth, damien, natalie and jed.
amongst many others.


apologies on the breakfast date,
raincheck on that one.
i couldn't fathom the energy to do that and class after.
i'm moving at snails pace with the energy level of a sloth.

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

time to fly again.
just thoughts now;


tension slowly easing, but still not quite there yet.
be good to yourself now, my pillar.


was really nice to see you and even have a dance. its very heartwarming.


good luck with the older.
keep me in the know!
i'm keeping you to free accommodation when i come ;)


be good to yourself now,
next time don't wakeboard 2 days in a row ok?


ice cold beer and bv girls; a combination that never fails.


good luck for sunday,
i'll keep my fingers crossed for you.


i'll pray for youthen.
take care you, xx.


coming back!!! xoxo

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

bali recall.
kandidasa.liberty wreck.massive fish in your face.turn of the 'jacks'.kuta boogieboarding.seabugs.hydroelectric.gas shower.poker.climbing ontop of the jeep.sunrise.koman's lashes.nixon & bush.margaret such a bitch.puteh & ahbu.gorgeous eyes.legian shopping.counting rupiah.krispy kreme.lasenza sale.jie's standby.manicure.holga.results freakout.missing.massages.babi guning have to wait.beach culture.


somehow, i'm happy for you but i'm not happy with you, hoping the connection is not waning.


good luck sweetie, even though i know you'll do well regardless.
it was really nice to spend time with you again, the 3 of us don't do it enough eh.
soon soon, we'll be together again. we'll eat, shop and drink hk.
can't hardly wait.
that aside, to our swiss girl and missing third, i miss you.


thought you'd want to have a longer conversation.
always hated abrupt endings.
not the key sweets. result: -20pts.

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