watching SATC, can't fucking wait to get to nyc.
baby baby, i'm coming for you!
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last saturday, the weather was fine and spirits were high.
sports day! 
basketball after the rain.
ankit on mini golf.
renee & i waiting for our turn in mini golf.
top 2 mixed doubles, along with their ball bitch -- j. 
leigh leigh having a ball with bocce.
'big hands' phil getting into our egg n spoon race. gotta love novelty races!
and my favourite photo of the day.
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the card travelled the world and did its job well,
i got some love today!
"the world is small and round and my best friends will always be around."
apt.
i heart you girls to bits, and no shit, i am being fuckin honest.
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i realise, reading by my window in the afternoon often invokes thoughts of home.
maybe it's in this quiet time of mine that i remember the people close to my heart.
i admit, when the going gets tough or incredibly busy, i don't even have time to think about myself - let alone others.
but when i do get some time to myself, i often catch myself thinking fondly of people, of places, of memories - especially when its aided by my screensaver of photos.
i get melancholic and nostalgic, i start missing.
i do miss, i do have attachments, i do feel.
i can't help but miss you.
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makes me want to visit bali again,
missing dad on the beautiful island.
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in the swanson building toilet,
ain't that true my loves?
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engraved into the wooden seat of the uni bus stop,poet stop
if i could write my love, it would be never ending.
If i could share my thoughts, myself forever sending,
Hidden deep, revealed to few,
Within you creep.
-M. Marsh
and.
If you leave, i wouldn't buy you champagne,
If you go, i won't send you flowers,
If you leave me, I'll just watch some T.V.,
if you go away, I'll have to rent a movie Sweet Girl,
you know you make my lounge suite, and,
I'll buy anything you'll sell, Sweet Girl.
-Anon
this and more inscribed to the seat at the bus stop.
i like finding little treasures like that.
it makes me happy.
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The beauty of a woman
Is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries
or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman
must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
is not in a facial mole,
but true beauty in a woman
is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
the passion that she shows,
and the beauty of a woman
with passing years---only grows
-- Maya Angelo
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10pm wednesday night, j bursts into my room and excitedly exclaims
"guess what? my assignment is not due tomorrow, it's due week 8! and now guess what i feel like doing right now?"
"watch a movie? (with me?)"
"no..."
"get high?"
"hey that's not a bad idea but no..."
"errr...."
"go out and get absolutely smashed! you wanna come???"
"eh..(3 sec later) ok! get out and gather more troops! i need to get ready!"
note: i usually have more self restrain, but hell i've been good AND i just did half of my 3000word essay so i thought i deserved a night out. oh how easy i succumb to temptation....but i loved it, one of the best nights i've had (here) in a while.
evidence of the up(or down)ward spiral of intoxication heaven. 
tim with the goon box. everybody's favourite swede.
n.b. goon = cheap wine that is sold in 4L bags. cheap piss we call it, its revolting!
a good shot before we started getting red, sweaty and well, drunk. 
people in happy land: swede,(my hand),chris,bubba. alex with his crazy look. the band.
more happy people!
we have fun together yes? ;)
even when i'm drunk i make funny faces!
oh and j's aim? accomplished with vile side effects.
i think none of us woke up as happy as we were the night before.
thanks troops!
jiLL divulged at 8:29 AM 0 Comments
mum is going to russia for holiday with her girlfriends.
I WANT TO GO TOO!! rarr
she's also thinking of doing denmark, finland and sweden while she's at it.
when will i be able to start planning for MY europe trip??
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its never been as apparent as this,
two days in a row.
thanks for being my rock, my stabilising force.
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i saw this somewhere and i thought i really should do this, just for you know,
an entire feeling of peace.
and to my friends, please do this too (sending it to me or not, entirely up to you)
you'll feel heaps better after i promise.
Identify 50 things that make you genuinely happy (not including money smartass)
1)my almost weekly phone calls with mum (basically QT with family)
2)reliving our day with each other before falling asleep
3)being able to call missy randomly for coffee (whilst home of course. pfft)
4)spending time with the closest
5)receiving traditional mail from ANYONE
6)posting letters (then i can say "it's on its way!")
7)going out on dates
8)blowing bubbles
9)pancakes in the morning
10)going sailing - esp with good steady winds
11)finding clothes i want on discount
12)the amazing smells from the oven after slaving away mixing and beating
13)seeing the dog(s) run 'wild' in the park, happy as the wind
14)giving surprises to people
15)taking random photos of places
16)seeing a rainbow
17)going to the zoo
18)getting my drivers license!!
19)getting my grade 8 certificate
20)going on holiday
21)printing out assignments (that seems i'm done!)
22)hearing my favourite song (or at least one of them) on the radio
23)eating ready peeled/sliced grapefruit without all the white bits
24)picking strawberries at the farm and eating them on the spot
25)sitting at a breakwater and just looking out to the sea
26)suntanning with my babes
27)continuations of our on-going email (gotta love gmail eh girls??)
28)an update on our blog (i know it's my turn.)
29)(when working) a customer is grateful for your help and tells ya
30)playing the piano when i'm sad
31)planning my ny trip (makes me terribly excited too!!)
32)memories of vacations
33)the satisfaction after completing any one of my wall collages
34)having to-die-for desserts
35)drinking and dancing with the sailors the night before i left
36)dancing with i'm tipsy
37)good japanese food
38)losing weight
39)having good quality dark chocolate
40)corn muffins from kenny rogers (i'm beginning to see the trend of food...)
41)having a cute boy smile at me interestedly. HAHA it's true it makes me happy!
42)lying contentedly with ya after a movie
43)taking pictures with my holga
44)massages/spa session
45)going to concerts (plus getting drunk at it. ha!)
46)sinking into bed after a long day
47)wearing your clothes
48)looking at photos of my friends/places i've been/things i've done
49)just looking at my monkey
50)having either a well made gin+tonic or a delicious cocktail
i'm brimming with happy juice!
jiLL divulged at 8:02 AM 0 Comments
"The real question is whether we will find celebration in the lives of those who surround us, and just as important, bring it to them."
to the loves of my life,
allow me?
and let the celebrations begin!
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