good days are the ones you never want to end.
the ones where you laugh so hard your sides ache,
where you hang out with the friends you've missed.
and you indulge yourself in little extravagences.
it's been a great weekend.
i'd love to do it all over again.
but next time, without the sunburn.
jiLL divulged at 11:15 PM 0 Comments
Your name of Jill creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You have an appreciation for all the fine and beautiful things in life, and could excel in music, art, drama, or literary undertakings, where you could find an expression for your deeper feelings that you would not find otherwise. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. You cannot stand pressure and desire to work where there is no confusion. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.
Health Weaknesses for the name of: Jill
Tension resulting from the use of this name would affect the heart, lungs, and respiratory organs, or the nervous system.
-http://www.kabalarians.com/
jiLL divulged at 2:16 PM 0 Comments
with every plane that takes off,
the people we love are taken away.
albeit temporary.
it was nice while you were back.
i'm looking forward to next june.
but it seems so far away.
your room stands empty,
and it was just yesterday when it was strewn with stuff everywhere.
it was just this morning when i could hear you tapping your shaver on your sink.
i miss you already.
Elliott smith- because
[soundtrack of American Beauty]
Because the world is round
It turns me on
Because the world is round, ah…
Because the wind is high
It blows my mind
Because the wind is high, ah…
Love is old, love is new
Love is all, love is you
Because the sky is blue
It makes me cry
Because the sky is blue, ah…
jiLL divulged at 1:27 PM 0 Comments
Vanessa Williams- Moonlight over Paris
You say you've been overseas
I say over where
You say just a holiday
My Alsatian heir
I say I've been working late, working overtime
Haven't seen the sun since eighty-nine
Does the moon light shine on Paris
After the sun goes down
If the London Bridge is falling
Will anybody hear a sound
If you follow the sunset will it ever end
Does the moonlight shine on Paris
Oh and how can you just walk away
Is it something that I said
I see only black and white
You see green and red
You believe in the miracles
Water into wine
I'll believe it when it makes the New York Times
Does the moonlight shine on Paris
After the sun goes down
If the London Bridge is falling
Will anybody hear a sound
If you follow the sunset will it ever end
Does the moonlight shine on Paris
jiLL divulged at 8:13 PM 0 Comments
i feel that ache in my heart.
you haven't even left and i miss you already.
jiLL divulged at 9:56 PM 0 Comments
someone described me as emotionally immature.
and emotionally immature he meant by me being emotionally driven.
such that small things like the issue mentioned previously just gets me down.
into the whirlpool of conflicting feelings.
its sharp jagged edges stabbing.
there i go again, being emotionally immature.
should just learn that life will never be ideal.
as much as you think life has the possibility of being ideal, it'll never be.
never.
maybe i shouldn't even even hold on to my ideals.
why should i when i know i'll only disappoint myself.
jiLL divulged at 9:29 PM 0 Comments
how would you feel if you found out your parents kept something from you?
even if it was "for your own good".
i'd feel cold. empty and so very cold.
jiLL divulged at 12:13 AM 0 Comments
its funny the way some friendships are..
they blossom because of a certain attraction..
and you think, hey this friendship is coming quite well ain't it
soon the attraction has died somewhat
and the friendship dies along with it.
makes you kindna wonder,
how true the friendship was,
or was there even any friendship to begin with.
jiLL divulged at 2:41 PM 0 Comments