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Thursday, June 30, 2005

it was ugly, the unglamorized side of clubbing.
a girl totally wasted, sprawled across the ground, puking in the bushes, her head falling to the side as if laden with lead. her top riding up her torso, her jeans half undone.
the total helplessness, 3 friends carrying her from the club to the side of the hotel to the car.
and she'll awake the next day remembering nothing and suffering from the worse hangover.
it's, pardon my french, totally fucked.
one guy, crying and cursing, his shirt soaked with blood gushing from his chin.
red splatters all over his face, crimson droplets on the ground.
a fight? a fall? an intention to hurt or a mere accident?
i can only speculate.
so many drunks, puking in a corner, at the drain, any random spot.
the loss of awareness, also has a tendencey of making one expose their thong while spewing.


to say the very least, i'm turned off.
i'm over it, give me a live band and matured crowd anyday
one that can at least control their alcohol consumption.
if you can't, just stop.
and one would think, isn't that just the logical thing to do?

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Monday, June 27, 2005

fantastic day, loved it!
sailing is such great fun, had a damn bloody amazing time, it's ridiculous.
in a good way of course.
pulau hantu was cool, playing cards while worrying about mark..
though not being too worried i do suppose,
cause we did just continue playing cards. haha
quite a few classic blond moments by XXXX*,
[*greg's name shall be withheld to protect his identity]
"i thought it was an ace!" RIGHT. more like a joker card brother ;) heh
sailing, sun, swimming, laughter and easy conversation with old friends.
these are the best.
now, if only all mondays are like that.

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

A self-fulfilling prophecy is a prediction that, in being made, actually causes itself to become true.


is it the Pygmalion effect at work?

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Friday, June 24, 2005

i told cherie that i feel disoriented, living double lives.
indeed i do, seemingly like a visitor in my own country,
my home country.


that series of jack johnson is your song as well.

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

we all have our secrets

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

menu for the night


entree: pumpkin and sage soup with walnut roll
main course: cajun salmon w zucchini and yellow squash accompanied by a side salad w olive oil balsamic vinegar dressing
dessert: hot-off-the-oven apple crumble pie, served with vanilla ice-cream


emerging after almost 4hours in the kitchen,
sweaty, sticky and face all flushed.
sat down for dinner,
and left it very happy.
succés!
it is a blessing that i don't have to do any washing up,
thank goodness for foreign domestic help.


happy father's day!

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

for the record...
people i've met up with: 5 + family of course, oh and extended family too. grams!
places i've been: most parts of town (south), yishun and woodlands (north), siglap bedok pasir ris (east) which means just west left, and bukit timah area (central)
things i've checked off my to-eat list: 12 (WOW)
number of hair cuts i've given: 1
visits to the hairdresser: 1 --- 14 hours after touchdown
time spent in saloon chair: 3
amount of money i've spent: undisclosed 3 digit number [that rises by the day *groan]
number of times i've exercised: 0 [unless you count walking around town]
number of times i've had a little 'incident' with the car: 1
hours after touchdown: 73
hours of sleep: 11 or 12


pretty damn decent i reckon.


thank goodness for sunnies.

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

i'm home! i'm home! *does the crazy chicken dance

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Monday, June 13, 2005

mmm anyone going for batch reunion?


sharee: yes without a doubt you're one of my 'you's!
jialat: i'm not home yet, but very soon! your hp number still unchanged? let's meet up w the rest of the sailors and pig out! =)
missy: i didn't really realise actually. haha but i'm coming to tap your window soon!
kid: coming soon coming soon, shall we have shakes again? [maybe stick to billy bombers ones this time] heh OR we can just have tubs of ben n jerries. hahaha

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

rarr bad exam.
but it's over. and i'm one more day closer to home.


can't wait to meet you, you, you, you and you.
not you though.
mmm

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

a comet with its tail burning out, that's what we are, and all we have left.

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