it's good you're making an effort.
a good week!
sidenote: liver not terribly impressed with my lifestyle of late.
jiLL divulged at 10:59 AM 0 Comments
have a blessed christmas everyone
jiLL divulged at 8:30 PM 0 Comments
reflecting on my father's words,
yes i do have a strange relationship with you.
i guess i am braced for anything.
is it healthy always thinking of the worse that can happen?
and that i personally find it easier to maintain our relationship living apart.
how ever said long distance is a bitch?
you have the power to make my heart die every once in a while.
jiLL divulged at 10:38 AM 0 Comments
to my beautiful girls:
here's a billion cheers to our girls' night out!
i cannot cannot wait for next week and our brownies *AHEM
and this time, we must get really wasted. heh
i'm really damn excited. haha!
so much so much love!
jiLL divulged at 11:22 AM 0 Comments
amidst all that frivolity, i slipped into a sombre mood.
i wondered about the extent in which i trusted you,
not worried, i was deliberating.
cause i know that i DID trust you, with all my heart.
however should you break it one day,
how little it would surprise me.
trust is such a fragile thing, break it and lose it.
no money back guarantee.
jiLL divulged at 9:24 AM 0 Comments
human beings are designed for many things, but lonelieness is not one of them.
jiLL divulged at 5:40 PM 0 Comments
the higher you are, the harder you crash.
crash and burn indeed.
why can't the euphoria sustain, if not only for a night?
every bout of elation must be tainted, it seems.
perhaps i'm a closet masochist,
i can never feel truly alive without feeling the pain of any situation.
as brilliant as it was.
that's fucked.
excuse my french, but that's seemingly appropriate.
jiLL divulged at 8:08 AM 0 Comments
i hear him singing in my dreams, my secret love.
jiLL divulged at 9:08 AM 0 Comments
pictures cannot justify how beautiful bali is,
know i understand how people can go for a vacation and then,
decide to just stay there indefinitely.
well, i guess the low cost of living does entice as well.
special shoutout to my pillar in southampton:
I MISS YOU, you better give me an update soon.
snail,electronic,voice - which ever!
take care you, much love.
jiLL divulged at 8:30 PM 0 Comments