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Sunday, June 20, 2004

cooking IS tiring contrary to what some people think.
but so satisfactory as well.
esp when everyone starts smiling after the meal. whee! =)
happy father's day daddy!

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one more week of ot then party lo!
sometimes it infuriates me when i see a sweet girl/lady marrying a bastard.
make that, it ALWAYS infuriates me.
how i wish i could go "open your eyes!! you can do so much better babe!"
coming for consultation and she cries? not once but like three times?!!
and she struggles with her gownS [which are tres bulky], HIS suit and accessories and all that stuff and he's just drinking coffee at rocky's.
#@$@#$&*()!@#!@
men! POOOOOOOOOO
guess there are all sorts of people, the good, the bad and the ugly. erps!


working at bridal veil is kindna fun.
laoban and i always counter suan each other..haha.
it was nice chilling out at their house too..
cookie and summer [their dogs] are so cute!!
fat fluffy golden retrievers. hee


sometimes get to wear the gowns for michelle to visualise stuff..
quite fun eh! =) pretty pretty gowns. heh


thank you love, it's been great.
road ahead will be tough, but may the journey be sweet.

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

wow the models that came in for casting today were sooooo hot.
rather psyched up abt the coming fashion show..excited ;)
two more weeks of ot and we can relax lo!
and looking forward to the post show party.. bring on the booze!


pleased that this was the first job i applied for and got it.
better yet when the bosses are cool.
this is really amazing.

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Saturday, June 12, 2004

i'm employed. full time.
with plenty of ot this month.
work is fun, quite cool, but rather tiring.
but nice to see blissful couples,
hee.


it seems, i'm only a fair weather girl to you...

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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!


--If by Rudyard Kipling

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Saturday, June 05, 2004

'This is it, Joel. It's going to be gone soon.'
"I know."
'What do we do?'
"Enjoy it."


-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind


an exquisite work of art by Charlie Kaufman.
this ranks high in my list of good movies,
among lock stock and others.


how vastly different our lifes would be,
if we could, at will, erase our memories.


would you, erase all the painful memories of a failed relationship
to enter another cleansed and untainted?
or
erase the sense of delude and disappointment,
to rejuvenate a relationship with new hope.

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Wednesday, June 02, 2004

kudos to good company, easy conversation and glorious food.
and lucky me, had two such meetings today.
feeling terribly contented right now.


to you
you're younger yet you make so much sense sometimes.
think you've matured since the last time i really talked to you.
may be a tad cynical but hey, who isn't!
i will try, try hard indeed. hopefully make your percentage rise to 66.66%!
am really glad you're happy again, it's always nice to see you smile..
also thank you for the smiley doggie[?]. wanna name it..any suggestions?



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