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Sunday, November 30, 2003

2 pints in 40 minutes.
crap i don't even drink that much water,
much less booze.
to say the least, my body wasn't very impressed.
no, i didn't get drunk.
just so flushed and a little tipsy.
i quite like the feeling actually.

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Saturday, November 29, 2003

made this template by myself..
feel good now.
need sleep. slept only 3 hours last night.
good nite world.

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Monday, November 24, 2003

word of the day: temerity • \tuh-MAIR-uh-tee\ • noun
1 : unreasonable or foolhardy contempt of danger or opposition : rashness, recklessness
2 : an act or instance of temerity

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Saturday, November 22, 2003

epic battle!

jiLL divulged at 7:29 PM 0 Comments

dear king,
i've not heard from you in a while.
the last time i msged with "sorry i fell asleep. what happened?"
but the reply never came back.
it makes me wonder if you think that i don't care.
that's not it alright?
i really do care and i'm concerned.
how are you? hows the whole exam thing treating you?
i hope you've been studying hard,
it's less than a week left, hang in there alright?
after that we can go have our nice cake at cedele depot =)
we have to keep in touch even after we leave school.
let this not be the cliche "friends forever"
i don't mind losing the many acquaintances i have in school.
[or rather, it will happen]
but you're different.
you're a real friend, one that i'd hate losing.
love, jill

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Thursday, November 20, 2003

to-do list for my 8 months of nothing-ness

1) learn to drive
2) get my powerboat license done
3) get down to completing my grade 8
4) do up the attic
5) volunteer at sgh
6) put in part time work at cedele depot [hopefully they'll call me!]
7) travel! either tasmania or turkey [suggestions anyone?] and thailand [ooo shopping!!]
8) catch up with friends
9) do sailing [the j24!]
10) learn how to wakeboard/windsurf

the list seems so ambitious
maybe i'll complete the list maybe i'll not, but who cares!
so anyone up for wakeboarding?
one more week and my 8 months of nothing-ness begins.
and blardy about time as well.

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Saturday, November 15, 2003

my mind feels a little messed up.
i'm mucking about, between the memories of the past and the creation of tomorrow.
stuck amidst the heartache of yesterday yet treading forward.
flashes of different places, different things bring about so much.
someone told me to be happy for myself and be at peace.
but the remnants lingers.
just like how the perfume of someone stays in the room long after their departure.
it's just like losing your best friend in primary school.
you were great friends and did everything together.
but secondary school drove you apart and you guys drifted.
but when think back on the beautiful days you spent together,
you get a slight regret for not cherishing the friendship
yet feeling that warmth you had with that best friend you once had.
i am over it, and i'm ready to move on.
but something is holding me back.
i can't pin point it to anything, so what is it?

jiLL divulged at 5:33 PM 0 Comments

take me sailing.

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Friday, November 14, 2003

yesterday was a good break.
bought my prom dress!
only hope that nobody bought the same dress
or not that would be disastrous!
saw this really really nice black halter dress,
only thing is it goes so low that it's definitely cleavage city.
NAH..not for a jc prom.

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Sunday, November 09, 2003

tmr is the beginning of the end.
oh hell, just get over with it already.
18 days to freedom!

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Tuesday, November 04, 2003

i'm going crazy.
i drew a parallel with my parents giving me allowance as govt expenditure.
"i think i need to adopt fiscal policy. govt expenditure[ie allowance] has got to increase or not i'll go into recession[ie broke]"
HELP.

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Sunday, November 02, 2003

Give me a spirit that on this life's rough sea
Loves t'have his sails filled with a lusty wind,
Even till his sail-yards tremble, his masts crack,
And his rapt ship run on her side so low
That she drinks water, and her keel plows air.
- George Chapman, Tragedy of Charles, Duke of Byron

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