Wednesday, February 21, 2007

one of the nicest ways to end a grand summer.
thanks everyone, we'll meet again.
some sooner than others, i hope.


do you remember? and why did you not do it once, but twice?
it makes me very curious.
ok i lie, very very very curious.

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

happy lunar new year


7 days to tassie,
5 days to melbourne.
inertia.

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

damn bug is biting again,
my feet's itching to go!
so frivolous it seems my passion is.
to travel, to see, to experience.
culture, people, language, food.
please calm my roaring heart, it's drowning out my pragmatic mind.

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

happy valentine's honey (s).


currently only slightly obsessed with Mika's Grace Kelly.
its looping on my player, in my head.
why am i the only one who thinks he sounds vaguely like freddie mercury??


back acting up again, enroute to a straight alignment?


so sorry buddy, flake you again. how do i put this.. i got lazy.

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Monday, February 12, 2007

i don't know who i'll see, and
i don't know what they will ask.
i wouldn't know what they will think, and
i wouldn't know how i'd react.
i don't know if i will be dry eyed, tearing or worse.
one thing i am sure though,
it wouldn't be easy.
wasn't on saturday, so i don't see why it will be any different today.


i keep seeing you.

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

"ah jill, yes i remember now, she mentioned you a few times before."
i'm sorry for being chicken shit,
you honestly deserved better.
as you said before, 'god always take the good ones too early.'
indeed so.
rest well, beautiful one, you're in His arms again.

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

to whom it may concern:


i miss you too,
i drove home wanting to meet - only to remember you've already left.
how unfortunate, it'll be a while till we meet again.
unless you're thinking of visiting the island anytime soon? ;)
if i have not stressed it enough, i'm so thankful that you've returned.
life is better when you're around, really.

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Friday, February 09, 2007

too many forms.

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Monday, February 05, 2007

cherie: i just like to spread my love without being distracted


loving it i am, loving you too.

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there is nothing more devastatingly alluring then a man shaving, naked saved for the white towel round his waist.

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currently nursing very disjointed thoughts, amongst which are:
king's departure. 2 days in melbourne. what are we doing? house in tassie, will i like it. j sleeping. missy tapping. sharee in big apple - what is she doing now?.hows the going in southampton - got tempted to write, but is your turn no? if you see this, sms me your home phone number. its too expensive to call your mobile, simply exorbitant. i'm too fair. the bites i got from sentosa are itchy and spreading. the music on lush sucks tonight. gym rats? you reckon it'll happen? shitty timetable. leaving soon = pack soon. crap. no cny mood. alone on valentines day. meet the parents. salem scratching the shit out of his throne. watch happy birthday. read kitchen by banana yoshimoto. now i want asleep by banana yoshimoto. ordered phaidon atlas finally. arrive first 2 weeks of march, good time. school starting. summer ending. last year. graduating. where to go after. where to apply. travel like crazy. hoping j goes on exchange. tattoo plans shelved for now. gotta visit grams, 2 weeks since i last seen her. can't stop thinking - very frustrating you know.

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

with no regard to what state of mind i was in the last two weeks,


"When was it I realized that, on this truly dark and solitary path we all walk, the only way we can light is our own? Althought I was raised with love, I was always lonely.
Someday, without fail, everyone will disappear, scattered into the blackness of time. I've always lived with that knowledge rooted in my bring: perhaps that's why Tui-chi's way of reacting to things seemed natural to me."


- Banana Yoshimoto in 'Kitchen'

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