Friday, April 28, 2006 i travel when i enter friends' blogs.
sometimes to their friends, 3rd, 4th, 5th party links.
i don't know these people, but their life is laid out for me to explore.
i, especially like it when they post pictures.
it gives me a real sense of invovlement, for some odd unexplainable reason.
and after getting all invovled in their lives, their thoughts
i look up into the mirror and i'm plunged head first into my own life.
sitting in my room, thinking of others lives and reading their thoughts.
i feel like i've flown out of this world, and back again.
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Sunday, April 23, 2006 on my door this morning:who had a great time with the Fun Police?
- Jill did. We heard her! :)
did i mention i was meant to be finishing an assignment last night?
funny how things work out sometimes. hurhur
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Thursday, April 20, 2006 melbourne is a city i could seriously consider living in, along with san francisco.it has the charm of a quaint old town, yet with the conveniences of a vibrant city.
the different precincts of nationalities, bringing you into another place altogether.
i love people watching along southbank, the tranquility of fitzroy gardens, the stillness of the yarra at night, dancing to the sax basker, shopping at bridge road, the gothic architecture of st pauls, belgian waffles, the overgrown back hedges of the parliament house, the density of gorgeous cafes, the interior of the rialto, long train rides to surburbian melbourne, having custard donuts where the gorgeous italian works, concept shops along brunswick and the freedom of uninhabition.
thank you
my favourite photo on this trip
flinders by day
and by night
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Friday, April 14, 2006 dear king,i hope you had a good birthday,
at the beginning of your seemingly endless trail of journeys.
i wish you well, saftey and perhaps the answers that you've always seeked.
be brave, take chances and be spontaneous!
love, me
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006 oh mum sent me a easter care package with chinese goodies!*read: pineapple tarts, kueh bangkit, mini mooncakes and almond cookies.
ooooooooooo, divine - the taste of home is.
i've got love in my tummy =)
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dear jo,i know sometimes it does seem like everyone has drifted and spinning on their own axis, but i suppose every now and again our worlds can and will be pulled together again. just because our lives are not in parallel anymore, doesn't mean we have lost each other completely. we appear in each other's thoughts once in a while when we see or hear something that reminds us of a memory and honestly, sometimes that's all that really matters. like now, i'm thinking of you and wishing you well. we need to do our meals again, maybe somewhere in the future. be good my girl, at the same time, don't hold back and just enjoy.
love, me
now i'm in a nostalgic mood, i'm thinking of the people whom i've grown close and grown apart from. taking a break i like to think, a disappearing act that will resurface after a while. i'm thinking of you.
the king. i don't know if you still venture here to peek into my life, or have you just wiped me out completely but i want you to know that you will always be dear to me. and this i do not lie. even though our relationship has never ever really been conventional, it was special. maybe too special.
the kid. we don't communicate as much as i like to, i miss our studying 'dates', our milkshakes/meals. your general good naturedness that always makes me smile, the innocence in you. i wish you a sense of direction, a serenity to match your simple wants.
the fat kid in never never land. our closeness was brief, but nonetheless impactful, to me at least. i'll always be the tink that got too heavy to fly? we may meet again when we're 32, do you still remember? you did strike a chord, but i guess i never did told ya. it was nice while it lasted, that's all i'll say. be good to yourself, but with you i'm never sure.
the smelly monkey. i know we didn't end the best way we could have, but i'll always have that bit of tenderness for you. i guess it's true that you never really forget your first, and that's who you are to me. my beautiful first. i wish you happiness, be true and the enchanting will come to you.
my beautiful girl with the curls. i guess i could never say 'i'm sorry' enough to you. i know i was cruel by not turning back ever and offering an explanation and i guess whatever i say now, will really not matter anymore. but suffice to say, i am sorry and will probably always be. things can't ever be the same again, but here i wish you health. feel strong soon, i know your trust in your faith and i hope you never lose it.
strangely feeling liberated. thinking a long walk woiuld do me good right now.
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