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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

of the things i've learnt this summer,


+ bridges that seemed burnt can be mended. sure some misunderstandings may cause great relationships to disintegrate, but if it is a relationship worth salvaging, just take the plunge. it's not a matter of pride, it's really a matter of evaluating how much you want something/someone in your life.


+ loosely translated from a chinese saying, if you can pick something up, you can also put it down. it's natural that we experience inertia, in fact it's human nature i suppose. some of us do it readily, while some of us reluctantly. well, i guess sometimes when you've tried hard enough it's simple enough to just let it go. we need to open our minds, to new possibilities, however seemingly impossible it might be. let us not delude ourselves, we can lead better lives.


+ we always fill ourselves with expectations. to a certain extent, these expectations keep us going when the road is rough but more often than not, these very same expectations are the things that hurt us. and it really isn't anyone's fault because we created these expectations. we are, really, actually hurting ourselves.


+ family is really the most important thing in our lives. unlimited and untested love, really what more can anyone ask. friends come, they go (too often as well may i add) but family stays. through good times and bad, sickness and health. the bond of blood evokes this unspeakable loyalty.


+ things that we look forward to, may not always be what we desire. maybe it's just the escapist in us running away from the things we don't want.


this is to the people i've lost, today i thought of you.

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

if it makes any sense;
- more time to do my own things now, finally!
- join the club with the rest of us. did i mention its nice to see you again? it's about time really
- mum thinks my hair is an extension of my upbringing, ie my hair reflects on HER. who told me never to judge people by their appearances?! rarr double standards.
- above point pissed me off. my choice, my hair, my money. get over it.


RAR. 16 days to down under. too quick, too slow.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

to those who know:
don't worry about me ok?
i'm perfectly happy,
i reckon we all saw it coming.
but love you all for your support!
so much love to go around


current playlist has a massive amount of QUEEN.
i'm turning back time

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

i don't dare to take the chance.
too many 'what if's.
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low
-Queen


but thank you for giving me the choice.

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

hope everyone had a splendid time ushering in the new year.
i most certainly did!


to whom this may concern:
you have no idea how touched i was to receive your gift.
and what good timing as well, right on new years eve.
arriving home semi drunk to a beautiful present.
what a nice way to start my new year,
more so that it represented, really, how long our friendship has lasted.
a decade and counting sweets,
much love! xoxo

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