i've always wanted a musical box.
the catch was, i only wanted my mum to get it for me.
it's not like a 'i'll use mum's money' to get it kindna thing.
i wanted her to go buy it, and i mean actually look for it, for me.
to me, musical boxes are special.
really special.
a musical box is like an expression of love.
an invisible bond of unconditional love.
and that's what mum's love is all about.
it really is a huge deal to me.
maybe i'm just caught in my ideal world again,
where everything is 'meant to be' and mums gave their daughters musical boxes.
and today, i got mine.
it's beautiful. it's meant to be my birthday present,
but my mum gave it to me today anyway.
it's simple and as new as it is, it so special already.
when my mum gave it to me, i was so happy i actually teared.
yeh, over a musical box.
but hell, it's not just a musical box, it's my mother's love i felt.
she said that i'm gonna be eighteen,
and the present had to be special.
and yes, it's special indeed.
in more ways than you can ever imagine.
i love you too.
jiLL divulged at 7:32 PM 0 Comments