the fragility of rose tinted glasses.
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short lived feeling.
have to go back again, again and again.
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unexpected backlash.
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he's good for you
yes, i think so too :)
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countdown countdown.
<3 countdowns!!
second half of 2010 is going to be exciting :)
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want.out.
out.out.out.
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i hope you will move mountains to keep me.
deep breath.
2 more days.
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If/when the day comes, I will respect your decision.
Promise.
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don't want to countdown.
soon, the start of 2010 changes.
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you're like a gypsy.
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gripped by the uncertainty and the excitement all at the same time.
going towards CT.SF.ET.
looking forward to the long weekend in the gili islands.
yay to beach, sun, stars and rural lifestyle.
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i feel like traveling with you to zanzibar
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disturbingly inspired by a bleeding organ on a steel table in an abandoned building.
shock and awe in a completely different sense.
am thinking minimalistic gory.
yes, this weekend :)
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"Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable."
- C.S. Lewis
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Its aim, indeed, was to be experience itself, and not the fruits of experience, sweet or bitter as they might be.
- Oscar Wilde in "The Picture of Dorian Gray"
an application perhaps.
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re-reading dorian gray; oscar wilde is a genius.
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'twas a year full of changes, filled with learning.
2010 will be a year full of changes too i foresee.
some hard questions to answer and major decisions to make.
crux of the problem is even when the heart (and head even) is willing, the cumbersome bureaucracy that follows really sucks.
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“I was born in 1992, you have been negotiating all my life. You cannot tell us that you need more time. Please commit to these decisions NOW. Because you hold our future in your hands, and survival is not negotiable.”
- Christina Ora of Solomon Islands at the 2009 UN Climate Change Conference held in Copenhagen
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lets lie in the grass, take many photographs and watch the clouds go by.
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One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes.
- Antoine de Saint Exupery in "The Little Prince"
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"the more I realize how very important food is—it is the vehicle through which we transmit our culture, our traditions, and the way we nourish ourselves and our families. We indulge ourselves through food, we care for ourselves through food, we share and relate to each other through food."
- Tea from this wonderful food blog
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jakarta makes me feel like a bird trapped in an ornately decorated cage.
i cannot quite understand why this city does this to me,
sure it is dirty, it smells sometimes and has ridiculous traffic.
but surely there is more to this city than that?
what am i missing?
perhaps the lack of drive to seek connections and worthy friendships,
or the unwillingness to look beyond its surface is directly impacting me.
i have this drive to get out of this city as quickly as i can,
am i not giving it the chance it deserves?
But thing is, does it deserve it and more importantly, do i want to?
crossroads countdown stands at 7 months.
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is fate the sugar coated acronym for coincidence?
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happy and shiny in 11 sleeps.
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i think in that aspect, i like the old me better.
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So who's gonna love you now baby?
Who's gonna love you now baby?
When you're done fighting that war at sea
Get on that ship and sail back to me
- Little Birdy
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'it's a nice possibility'
i cannot deny it.
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